♥ eileen babe bee ♥

Wednesday, May 30, 2007 ' 11:31:00 PM .

30/5/2007

i am very tired... lower body is aching alot... feet hurts and have a few blisters... ouch man... class was ok today... had a different facilitator... it was something about asking good questions... oh well... had my official start of work today... though the start was abit messy... but guess it turn out ok... i'm really tired... not too sure how to get through all these busy things... i may be abit pampered... but i am not a spoilt princess... if the poor people can do more than all these that i am doing... why cant i... i believe i can and i will... however, it is really tiring... but i want to stay strong... hahas... oh well, i'm tired... want to zZz already... jia you 2 myself! :)

Tuesday, May 29, 2007 ' 9:42:00 PM .

29/5/2007

it is a tuesday... enterprise class... topic was about career choice... rather fun... was group with some people that i have never group with before... hahas... interesting and fun... i kind of love the teacher... she nice and pretty... hahas... though class is a bit in a mess now... but things are still fine i guess... oh ya, i forgot to say... i lost my first kiss to cheryl... on the lips... no french ok... don't think so much... hahas... oh well... now we kiss goodbye everyday... used to be rather shy and do not do this kind of thing... hahas... but now a bit used to it already... hahas... class ended rather early today... ended at about 3.45pm... hahas... early right... i went to do all my work and had to leave for work... now, my busy life is starting already... hahas... oh well... went to work today... lucky had my friends to accompany me to my workplace... if not, i would have been lost... hahas... thank you... was not very happy about what they did though... they did not even prepare the shirts and the tag for me... everything was in a mess... i stood at one side for about half an hour without not doing anything... so i asked to come back tomorrow cause there was nothing i could do there and all i did was to just stand there like a stone... oh well, after that went to shop around abit and went to eat dinner... saw 2 'guys' at orchard... they had very beautiful legs and hair and even, figure... i nearly mistook them as girls... their face were rather ok as well... lots of make up and they look kind of good... but their eyes betrayed them i guess... could feel that they are guys after they look at you or have eye contact with you... oh well... :)

Monday, May 28, 2007 ' 10:54:00 PM .

28/5/2007

wow... monday again... hahas... start of school of the week again... sian, but kind of fun lahx... hahas... had problem solving class today... it was about conflicts during team discussion... something like that... oh well... was kind of fun... did a skit... things went rather fast today... ended class at about 3.45pm... fast huh? class usually end at 4.30pm or so... hahas... then i had IG... was kind of fun and yet abit boring... for some reason, IG ended on time today... though it started late... hahas... wore a new shoe today, and ouch... it hurts alot man... after all the long walking and dancing... oh well... lazy to bring the shoe to change actually... hahas... after that, took a slow stroll to the MRT station and went to somerset to meet hubby, kc, isaac & andre... ate dinner together... hahas... must find a solution to one of the problems we had today... hahas.. very interesting and challenging... hahas... after that, on my way back home, i just realised a few things that money is a problem & i suddenly have a very busy life... hahas... started night-dreaming after i thought of that... hahas... oh well, i will see how when the time comes... though it is not going to be long... oh well... want to zZz liao... nite nitez... muacks.. :)

' 10:49:00 PM .

27/5/2007

wow... it has been a long time ever since i stayed at home the whole day... i stayed at home the whole day today... managed to pack some of my stuffs and re-paint my nails... hahas... lame huh? hahas... anyway, he wei came over to pass me some stuffs... was abit troublesome but, thank you... hahas... daddy & mummy was home as well during the late afternoon... hahas... the night did not turn out so well though... some may know the reason... that is why sometimes i prefer to go out than stay at home... oh well.. :)

' 10:42:00 PM .

26/5/2007

just a new song that is nice:

Who am I,
that you would know me from the start,
set me apart.
Who am I,
that you would place eternity,
into my heart.

You have given to me,
more than this world could give,
my purpose is found, in you.

One life,
I lay at your altar.
One love,
I have with you.

Touch me again,
fill me as you hold,
my outstretched hands.

One word,
you know i will follow.
One heart,
broken to you.

Use me again,
your mercies follow me,
for all my days.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007 ' 3:40:00 PM .

22/5/2007

had UT early in the morning... realised that our facilitator did not come and there was a relief facilitator that came... UT was not very ok... did not really have time to do all... oh well, at least, i wrote at least a line for all questions... oh well, after that, it was enterprise class... had quite alot of fun when having lunch.. was sitting in front of the class on the floor... we thought that it was dirty after a while, and took our work which was on a mahjong paper and sat on it... after that, we had alot of imagination and thought of alot of things like we are on the land and around us is the ocean... lots of crap... today's topic is about whistle-blowing... it was a bit hard to do this research on the web... we could not really find what we wanted or needed for the first 2 meetings... perhaps, we did not really pay attention in the first place... were playing and playing... hahas... oh well, we are doing a debate today... sounds really fun... however, we did not do much research on the topic and it was hard to find the disadvantages of it... i did a bit of research and it was hard to find the points we needed... there was about 10 people in my group, we are doing the disadvantages of the topic... the time has come, we are suppose to do the debate now... we are not prepared... the facilitator wait for us for 15mins for the next presenter from our group after the opposite group presents... oh well, we had nothing much to shoot back... until when we are coming to the end of our debate, we thought of a point that we can shoot back... hahas... though we know that we have lost, we do not want to give up... hahas... after school, we had a long stroll to the MRT station... waited with my friend for my friend... saw one of my friend in his work uniform... so funny... hahas...but kind of cute la... guess what? my skirt had a small hole on it... hahas... oh well, after that we went to meet andre and marcus up... went to eat dinner and find goggles for hubby... went to find my workplace as well... after that, we went home... yupp... about there lorx... :)

' 3:34:00 PM .

21/5/2007

start of the week again... problem solving today... cannot really remember what i did that day but i had IG that day... need to do more stretching... hahas... hubby came to pick me up... was kind of sweet of him to do so... thank you... :)

' 3:31:00 PM .

20/5/2007

went out in the afternoon with c, marcus and andre... rachel was suppose to come along... but had something cropped up... so kc bought a few new shirts and it was kind of cool... cause it was of a new style... new colors... hahas... then we went home to have dinner... 5 more months to your birthday... :)

Monday, May 21, 2007 ' 11:42:00 AM .

19/5/2007

woke up abit late... then went to bath... went out a while before going to church... met hubby before and after church... got 2 jeans... church was kind of fun and it was kind of good as well... after that, go home... about 10plus... just a very brief summary... [ 100plus + mentos ] haiz...

' 11:17:00 AM .

18/5/2007

class was super boring man... was kind of rude to the teacher... but she just cant seem to let people speak finish and then ask question... oh well... went to changi village there... had quite some fun... but scary man... [ 100plus and mentos ] took bus then cab home... reached home at about 12 plus... got hubby all worried... sorry...

Thursday, May 17, 2007 ' 10:43:00 PM .

17/5/2007

woke up a bit late today… I off my alarm and continued sleeping… when I didn’t even realize that I off my own alarm… when saw the time, I quickly got out of bed and went to bath… luckily, I managed to get on the usual bus to YCK station… so things went as usual today… went to school by cab… thanks to KC again… hahas… my big brother… had test today… I only know it in the train when going to school… lucky KC tell me… if not I will be the blur one that go to school without knowing… hahas… oh well, did not really have enough time to complete all the questions though… things were ok today… the morning was a bit affected by some matters… but on the overall, it was ok I guess… it was science lesson today… did something about pressure and speed… was kind of fun and interesting… after school, my friends & I walked to the MRT station very slowly… hahas… went to causeway point to sit and chill… went macs… sat down, chit chat and some of them played their laptops… after that, some of them had to leave and some stayed to wait for another friend… had dinner and went to play a bit of arcade… was kind of fun yet not very fun… went back with Alicia again… had mummy to pick me from YCK station… was a bit tired and lazy I guess… oh well… the day was overall ok… hope the night will be fine as well… still hoping that things will be fine soon… :)

Wednesday, May 16, 2007 ' 10:39:00 PM .

16/5/2007

had communication class today... was abit " chim " though... as the modules go by, it is getting tougher... hahas... anyway, class was rather ok today... the teacher was unhappy during the first two meetings... however, things turned out better during the third... i did not really participate in the group today due to some issues... therefore, i presented abit more... after school, i & alicia had to rush down for an interview... it was really a rush... walked really fast to the MRT station... took a train to orchard and took a cab down to the office... we were afraid that there was not enough time as the office closes at 6pm... finally, we reached... went for the interview... it was good i guess... guess we're hired, though the person says that they will call us again to confirm... the pay is really reasonable... we were so happy... however, we were quite broke and did not want to take a cab back... we were kind of lost cause we could not find the bus stop... walked for about half an hour around just to find that stupid bus stop... we found it in the end and went to orchard... hang around there for a while and went home... things were kind of bad in the afternoon... but it got better... thank you... :)

Tuesday, May 15, 2007 ' 7:38:00 PM .

15/5/2007

I’m breaking down... I do not have the strength emotionally or physically... My h**** is sinking... For the first time, I really that it was really heavy and sinking deep... It was really hard to breathe, as in seriously... I’m moodless to do anything and everything... Tears can even flow when I’m having dinner alone... Is there anyone that even treasures me... I want my bubbly self back... I’m lost. I really am... I do not know what to do... Thank you for everything and sorry for everything...

' 11:42:00 AM .

14/5/2007

had problem solving class today... the first meeting and second meeting did not really have link to the presentation today... this means that we have to work more in a shorter time... the day was nice... hubby was feeling better already... everything seems fine again... i'm happy... after school, had IG... IG was kind of fun today... as we learn a few new things... there was a few new workout as we had to stretch alot... after that, went home with alicia... the night was okok... started out well but just didn't end too well... disappointed; but i did not know the whole story... was so looking forward to everything... oh well... things between you and me is more improtant... hope things will be fine again... :)

Monday, May 14, 2007 ' 12:49:00 PM .

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Friday, May 11, 2007 ' 11:41:00 AM .

10/5/2007

today is our first UT test... abit scared but ok... cause its just a test... hahas... had test this morning... then science class... something like physics... it was about circuits... quite fun... learnt a few things... class ended late today... case during the 3rd meeting, everyone needed more time to do their ppt... hahas, today is finally when my hubby has finish & completed his work... no more work, no more stress, more sleep... so excited to watch spiderman 3 with hubby... wanted to postpone it cause feeling unwell... but he said never mind... so ok lorx... meet him at yck station... we went to douby ghaut to watch spiderman 3... saw rachel, tasha & andre when having dinner at kopitiam... after that we went into the theatre and watch our spiderman 3... though we did not start the movie out very well... we were fine in the middle and throughout the movie... and guess what? i wanted to go to the ladies in the middle of the movie... but very shy to go out... so i hold all the way till the movie ends... after the movie, hubby accompany me to go find toilet... hahas... so funny and happy... then we went home after that... the rain ride was ok and fun... but not as fun as usual cause hubby is sick... oh well... guess is i too playful, maybe..? hahas... however, when we got to yck station things did not turn out well anymore... [ a pest? ]... i'm really hurt; sorry for everything... loves... really hope things will turn out fine, once again asap...

Tuesday, May 08, 2007 ' 10:12:00 PM .

= eileen babe-bee =: 6/5/2007

' 10:09:00 PM .

7/5/2007

was abit sleepy in the morning... went to school as usual... had probleming solving class... only 3 out of 5 in my group did not come... in the end, teacher had to split us up into other groups... class was fun today... we did debating something like the 'arena'... the whole class was split into 2 groups in the end... hahas... there were 10 speakers... 5 from each group/side... and guess what? i was one of the speakers... hahas... scared scared ah... we did research during lunch... i found almost all the material we needed... of cause there are others as well... i'm not saying i did all ok... just saying that i just managed to find out the points... hahas... then, we had to divide all the points for all 5 speakers to say... hahas... the time comes... its time for the debate! hahas... i was the third speaker... spoke abit loud... heart pumping super fast... face feeling really hot... was so scared... hahas... the debate was really fun man... had so much points to shoot back... could not say all cause there is not enough time... after school, had to go IG for the first time... went there abit late as the waffle took really long... this is the first meeting for this IG... learnt a few steps from the instructor... its was kind of cool... had practise till about 6.30pm... after class they told us that we have to pay a fee of $30 for this IG... oh well... guess this is something that interests me... beside we have to get points if not cannot graduate... so by joining a IG i can gain points from there... after IG, i thought of finding hub-bee... so i went to find him... with KC and andre... knew i friend today... called louis... urm, thoughthe start was good, the process was ok but we ended abit not very well... really hope we'll get well soon... :)

Monday, May 07, 2007 ' 10:11:00 AM .

6/5/2007

* daddy's present *

* mummy's present *

woke up abit late this morning at about 11am... maybe cause i went home abit late as i went to eat dinner with my friends after service yesterday... cleared up and went downstairs to eat abit of breakfast... was abit surprised by my mummy's friends as they just knock the door and came in... did not really have the mood to eat also... so i went back upstairs and then heard my dad made an announcement saying that we're leaving the house at 12pm... i went to bath and we left the house at 12.10 like that... went to pick my brother from his tuition and then pick my grandparents up for lunch... we went to eat taiwan porridge... had not been there for quite a long time... went there quite often when i was young... had quite a full lunch... went to 7-eleven after that to get my dad his newspaper... send me grandparents back home after that... after we drop them off the car, my dad came up with the idea of buying a cake for my grandmother as mothers day is coming... so we went to get the cake and went to my grandparents' place... she was surprised and rather happy... hahas... stayed there till about 2.30pm and we had to leave to my god-ma's place for the surprise party for my parents... the moment we reached there, i went to the kitchen with my brother and we set the cake... lighted the candles went out to the living room... i quickly put the cake on the table and went to the room to take the presents we got for my parents... we got the personalised wine for my daddy and a bouquet of 18 red roses for my mummy... plus some other presents by my relatives to my parents of cause... hahas... we took a few photos without the lighted candles as the candles were melting fast... hahas... after so long, my parents took photos again without anyone else [ as in both of them only ]... amazingly, it was the first time my mummy received 18 red roses in her life so far... hahas... she took a few photos with the bouquet of roses... the roses was really pretty man... we enjoyed ourselves there as it was really fun... hahas... ate 2 cakes today... hahas... sweet huh...? ;p my daddy then sent my uncle, grandma & my cousie home at about 9pm... we reached home at about 10pm... cleared myself up and went to bed... was abit tired; but babe-bee still want to wait... :)

Friday, May 04, 2007 ' 12:08:00 PM .

3/5/2007

woke up as usual today... i was on time to make to the same train to meet my friends... was abit tired, slept abit late last night... had science class as usual... however, my nose is running and my throat is itching... had to drink green apple and add abit of salt... heard that will feel better and it did not really itch after that... however, i drank 2 cups and after all the laughter in class, it started to itch again... did not really play a part in doing the presentation... was kind of unwell and did not really have the mood to do work... was kind of bad i think... i'm sorry... had an early lunch during the first break out... did not go lunch after that... had a crazy time in class during lunch time... took alot of crazy photos and videos... almost everyone went crazy in laughter... after all that crazy fun, my throat went back to normal and started to itch and hurt again... oh well.. class was really sian man... made me really sleepy... but, the end of school will always make us high and wake up... hahas... after school, i & alicia went to novena to do abit of shopping and look for jobs... hahas... it was quite demoralising as almost 9 out of 10 shops wants full-time... when they want part-time, the timing becomes another problem... oh well, at least we found 1 or 2 shops... but we did not find out what is the working hours and the rate of payment... is it by per hour basis or what... after that, alicia's boyfriend came along to accompany her have dinner... of course i don't want to light bulb... so i went home lor... dinner was not bad... after dnner, watched some TV and go bath... after all that, i was clearing some stuffs in my room while waiting for a call... talked on the phone for some time... starting was ok, after a while, it was not so good... i said something that i want to say... by saying it, it hurt myself... lame? oh well, i'm really sorry... did not mean for it to happen... [ i want it all; without sharing ] however, i'm glad that things are fine now... :)

Thursday, May 03, 2007 ' 9:46:00 AM .

2/5/2007

sian... back to school again... had class as usual today... for some weird reason, we had to do a single presentation today, instead of a group... did not really know what to do or talk about... there wasn't any topic or anything... in the end, when i presentation, i was too nervous until i did not elaborate on my slides... i merely read everything from the slides... and i did not meet the min requirement for the timing... ended way too early... did my RJ in class... only till today, i realise other people's RJ is much longer than mine... hahas... oh well... guess i have to write more in the future... after school, i went to AMK hub with a few of my classmates... wanted to find a job, then almost all of the shops want full-time... haiz... oh well... after searching, we went to S11 to eat... then went to k-pool and play some pool... not very good at it though... enjoyed ourselves quite alot... hads lots of fun... after pool, we even went to the arcade to play... played with some "pang pang", "driving" and "dancing"... was very fun... hahas... went home at about 9plus... amazingly, my parents not home... only my siblings and my maid... manage to discuss with my siblings about my parents' present... going to have a secret party on sunday... yupp... hahas... :)

Wednesday, May 02, 2007 ' 10:16:00 AM .

1/5/2007

happy labour day! hahas... woke up abit late today... went to amk hub to meet my god-bro to go to expo for the carnival... took bus 24... had a short sun concert before the carnival... wow... its was good man... we all missed her... hahas... her songs are nice man... should buy her cd... if i can, i would want to buy also... hahas... after that, had to rush to sengkang at about 5.30pm... was kind of late... wanted to reach there at about 6.30pm... got wrong info on the bus ride... thought it was going to be fast, but it was really late... ended eating dinner alone... haiz... nvm... after dinner, went to meet my god-bro at city-hall... he's out of love... hahas... went to esplanade the roof terrace there... he never go before... hahas... i love that place... it very relaxing and romantic... after we left that place, we wanted to get a drink... and i wanted bandung... he saw tiger beer and wanted to get it... but too bad, underage... i'm coming 18 this year, so he ask me to try and see if i can buy... so i tried... guess what ??? i passed ! hahahas... do i look old or what... hahas... was kind of scared, but ok la... i got through... hahas... reached home about 11pm or so... yup... so roughly, that was my labour day... :)

' 9:45:00 AM .

30/4/2007

had to wake up early in the morning to go school in the morning... today is the first day of school that start at 9.00am... do not have to wake up so early but it is still early... usually sit at the corner of the class but others had already sat down... and i do not want to ask them to move later got what quarrel again... the class was ok but our ppt was lacking of some points... improve the next time lorx... hahas... viewed a few funni & weird things during lunch in class... hahas... after school, KC wanted to go out... i was abit broke, therefore i cant really go out... then he raised this idea of findin marc and go have dinner... hahas, of cause ill go... hahas... while waking to the MRT station... then the pa-sa-ma-lam attracted us... hahas... we went there to have a little walk... then we went to find him and andre came along... met him at the bus stop and saw a few of his friends... after that, we went to a small mall to have dinner... amazingly, all of them has not been there to eat before... i saw a few stuff there and i want to buy... but do not have cash... hahas... i need to work man... then have money to spend... haiz... after that, we went home... went home quite early... did not really know what to do... called up a few friends and chat for a while... hahas... went to bath and while waiting, i fell asleep... zZz... :)