♥ eileen babe bee ♥

Friday, December 28, 2007 ' 12:51:00 PM .

28/12/2007

just a photo a took with my brother when we were going to visit granddad... we had to wear a mask to go into the room... please do still pray for my granddad to get well soon yea... thanks...

christmas have been pretty ok... received some special gifts... finally daddy bought the wireless and the printer... gosh, we have been asking it for years ever since the previous one broke down... wonderful gifts of love that i received during christmas... thanks for everyone that wished me happy merry christmas too...

went to work yesterday, having a feeling as if i am not worked for weeks... i somehow feel that i actually like working at times... not everyday, of course... strong, confused and mixed feelings i had yesterday... did quite alot of thinking and i am too lazy and too tired to talk about it... it is hard, but i am trying, even though i dont want to do so...

Only when people have an attitude of gratitude and the humility to acknowledge their mistakes, will they grow... to confess and to change; i yearn to grow back to you, Lord... i want to fall into your arms once again...

realised some of the things that are true in this world and i am learning;
Some are angry and act ugly and even curse.
Others have no desire to do what is right.
Some just want to "party" and live like the world all the time.
Some are lazy. Some are hurting and holding on to bitterness.
Many do not always understand why they are that way.
Then I, in my frustration, become angry and grumble.
Forgive me for all my ungodly attitudes and complaining.
Change me and mould me to be more like you and less of me.
Help me to see the potential in others and criticize them less.
Pray that we all will lift our burdens to you and drop them at your feet,
so that you can take them away and guide us in the way & life everlasting.

I have learnt, and now, i am re-learning.
How to keep forgiving when things still seems so unfair,
How to love even when it hurts,
How to keep giving and giving without complaining.

He never sleeps, He never slumbers.
He never tires of hearing our prayer.
When we are weak He becomes stronger.
So rest in His love and cast all of your cares on Him.

*finding love, rest & peace under your wings*

Wednesday, December 26, 2007 ' 9:43:00 PM .

26/12/007

christmas is over, but a new year is coming...

spent a day home today... watch movie, it was pretty nice and interesting... went to visit my granddad, he looks a little better but still weak...

things i thought will not happen again, happened... actions speaks louder than words... [thinking]...

something interesting,

This is a very good article. Not only about the warm water after your meal, but about Heart Attacks.
The Chinese and Japanese drink hot tea with their meals, not cold water, maybe it is time we adopt their drinking habit while eating.
For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you. It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion. Once this 'sludge' reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine. Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal.
Common Symptoms Of Heart Attack...
A serious note about heart attacks - You should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm hurting. Be aware of intense pain in the jaw line.
You may never have the first chest pain during the course of a heart attack. Nausea and intense sweating are also common symptoms. 60% of people who have a heart attack while they are asleep do not wake up. Pain in the jaw can wake you from a sound sleep. Let's be careful and be aware. The more we know, the better chance we could survive.

Sunday, December 23, 2007 ' 7:27:00 AM .

23/12/2007

wondering how come i am blogging early in the morning?
dont feel so good...
couldn't sleep well...
i slept for less than 4 hours...
had a super hard time falling asleep...
and i kept waking up almost every 15mins...
the night was super duper long...
eyes are sore, eye bags are big...
had headache yesterday; was abit giddy too...
wonder how will today be like...
[the night; new experience]

Friday, December 21, 2007 ' 6:51:00 PM .

21/12/2007

christmas is coming... MERRY CHRISTMAS! it has been a long time since i blogged... oh well, nothing much i guess, but here goes...

went for some special christmas mega shopping... cant believe all the presents are from jurong point... it was tiring but a nice experience and feel... thinking about the smiles that the presents would put to the childrens' faces, it feels good... gong to have a second round of christmas shopping again soon, i guess...

yappie, it is the holidays... i am pretty enjoying it i guess... other than the days i have to go to work? but on the overall, work is fine too... maybe the only thing is that, at the end of the day, i will get tired... that's about it...

went to acer building to get some things done today and then head down to IMM... gosh, it has been a long time since i went there... has a nice feel too? used to go there quite often when i was younger... got present for mummy... yay... roughly know what to get for the rest i guess... going to shop for the rest soon...

read this from my bao bei; Christmas is not only about shopping, presents, dinners, dressing pretty... its also about Jesus and God's perfect plan of salvation... it is always blessed to be a blessing to others...

bao bei's, sorry that all your presents are still with me... going to pass to you all soon... i know my presents are with you all too... sorry yea, we'll meet up soon and exchange! :) JQ: i did reply your msg, is you never reply me eh... i did check my sent items, i replied... sobs... *lotsa misses, bao beis*

Thursday, December 13, 2007 ' 1:57:00 PM .

13/12/2007

wondering what is the photo? it is 'dress day'... all of us wore dress... :)
loves to my bao bei... thanks for the lots of love and prayer...
thank god for knowing you people and the beautiful friendship...
though things may not be going well for us, but we'll help each other through...
looking forward to the dinner we are having tonight, think its going to be lots of fun... pass my bao bei's your presents soon yea? sorry for the late-ness...

Christmas is coming...

Merry Christmas to all who may dwell here,
Merry Christmas if even just one,
May the joy of the season surround you,
Merry Christmas with love...

' 12:02:00 AM .

12/12/2007

it is complicated

Tuesday, December 11, 2007 ' 10:01:00 PM .

11/12/2007

"if you fail to plan,
you plan to fail."

words are still words until it is meant.

feeling kind of busy, but not sure what am i busy at... lols...

feels like i am in a roller coaster... feeling high and low as things changes...

kind of tired now... zzz...

Sunday, December 09, 2007 ' 7:11:00 PM .

9/12/2007

feeling rather down and tired recently... not very sure why... perhaps due to the "loads" i have... feeling rather independent too...

things are not going very fine at home... especially when my granddad is in the hospital... this is the 6th day he is in the hospital already... when i went to visit him during the 2nd day, things were not so bad... however, things are getting worse now... he needs to use the mask to breathe... i am very heart broken [sour], i am able to see that he is starting to give up, but i do not want it to happen... he said that he want to attend my wedding dinner... there were a few moments when my tears want to flow, but i held it back... i want him to have a speedy recovery really soon... please pray for him yea... thanks...

i have been thinking, i should spend more time with the people around me and myself... i realise i have neglected them quite a lot of times, i guess... i do not want to regret when there isn't the chance to anymore... [looking deeper to the world]

I have learnt, and now, i am re-learning.
How to keep forgiving when things still seems so unfair,
How to love even when it hurts,
How to keep giving and giving without complaining.

He never sleeps, He never slumbers.
He never tires of hearing our prayer.
When we are weak He becomes stronger.
So rest in His love and cast all of your cares on Him.

*finding love, rest & peace under your wings*

Wednesday, December 05, 2007 ' 9:54:00 PM .

5/12/2007

feeling kind of sensitive recently... not very sure why...

out of a sudden, i seem to be troubled by quite a number of things... though some things may not seem big to anyone else, but it is the part of how much that somebody weigh something...

many things have changed, even though the world is slways changing... there are some things i guess i have to learn... perhaps to adapt and many more... i have learnt a few things from my bao bei...

there's no pauses in life,
we need to learn to move on and get on with life...

i want to sing in the troubled times,
sing when i win...
i want to sing when i lose my step,
and fall down again...

i have learnt, and now, i am re-learning...
how to keep forgiving when things still seems so unfair,
how to love even when it hurts,
how to keep giving and giving without complaining...

*finding love & rest under your wings*

Tuesday, December 04, 2007 ' 9:25:00 PM .

4/12/2007

things have been on the neutral side recently...

many ups and many downs... things are not very complicating, but it is rather shaky... have been wanting to chill alot recently... oh well...

things over at the new house are ok... pretty good i guess... just that i am not too used to it yet... however, i am beginning to get used to it now... starting to sleep better...

but still, i have got to wake up early in the morning and take a 1 hour bus ride to school... gosh, that is very long... for the first day, i got a headache and i was pretty giddy... but, the next day, things got better... don't feel as bad as the first day anymore...

i did some shopping with mummy today... did not intend to buy anything in the first place... however, i still spend coming a hundred dollars... it is amazing how money can fly huh... work for a few hours just for that few seconds and it is gone... magic? lols...