♥ eileen babe bee ♥

Sunday, November 30, 2008 ' 9:44:00 PM .

bland

things just seems bland recently..

Friday, November 28, 2008 ' 9:39:00 PM .

no difference

some things just need not to be said at times...

it makes no difference saying it or not...

' 12:21:00 PM .

back from holiday

i am back from my holiday !

genting was pretty fun for my whole family..

though we spent most of the time eating, sleeping..

this picture is really cute..

the doggie sooo cute!

i like............

i want............

Wednesday, November 26, 2008 ' 9:09:00 PM .

sweet

This is really sweet...

When a boy is quiet ... millions of things are running in his mind.

When a boy is not arguing ... he is thinking deeply.

When a boy looks at u with eyes full of questions ... he is wondering how long you will be around.

When a boy answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds .... he is not at all fine.

When a boy stares at you ... he is wondering why you are lying.

When a boy let you lays on his chest .... he is wishing for you to be his forever.

When a boy wants to see you everyday... he wants to be yours 4eva.

When a boy says ' I love you ' ... he means it.

When a boy says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more
than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person....

Find a Guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot...

Who calls you back when you hang up on him...

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep...

Wait for the guy who ...kisses your forehead...

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats...

Who holds your hand in front of his friends...

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you...

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

If you open this you have to
repost it, guy or girl, or you will have bad luck for the rest of your life !!!!!

Thursday, November 20, 2008 ' 3:45:00 PM .

Nonsense!

things have been pretty sweet recently..
just want to say ' Thank You ' to my dearest hubby..
it has been hard on you, i guess..
and i am going to remember what you said last night..
at 1 am.. hahas! it was a

something happened so huge on wednesday..
it has been quite some time since i was so mad at somebody..
i have not been so mad for a few months or maybe years..
i do feel bad after that, but i really couldn't tolerate it anymore..

Guess what happened today.. I left my phone in school..
while the faci was preparing to end the class, I was already packing my bag.
I needed to leave fast so that I could be earlier to the conference.
I then left the class hurriedly, went to grab a waffle, and went to the bus stop.
when I went to the bus stop, I waited for the bus patiently..
when the bus came, I was pretty happy cause I thought I wouldn’t be late..
then I wanted to inform hubby that I am leaving school already..
so I searched for my phone, and I could not find it!
I got a huge shock and was very worried..
immediately I wanted to call Kai Bing to help me hold on to my phone first..
but, the thing was, I couldn’t remember her number..
then I started to panicked.. I went to take a bus back from the stop that I stopped at..
I was so worried that someone will take my phone home..
it is not that I do not want my friends to hold on to my phone, but I am going on a holiday tomorrow..
so I would really need it just in case anything happens..
and also to contact my hubby and daddy, of course..
I was so worried that no one would be in class waiting for me..
Thank God, I saw Kai Bing, Bing Bing & Xiao Xiao when I was walking in..
And Praise the Lord that she was holding on to my phone!
I was Superly Duperl glad to see them!
Thanks Girls! Muacks!

Guess what happened yesterday, the bus that I was taking home,
Broke Down!
just a few more stops to my house, and it broke down!
lucky there were still buses that I could go home to..

Monday, November 17, 2008 ' 8:37:00 AM .

Asia Conference, Be excited ! :)

Greetings in the wonderful name of Jesus!

Our inaugural Asia Conference is only a few days away and will be taking place next week from 19 - 23 November 2008 at Singapore Expo Hall 8.
Thousands of Delegates from 72 countries will be joining us for these 5 days!
We have an extraordinary lineup of world-renowned speakers and top worship leaders from around the world that will be with us and we are believing God for life-changing encounters to take place that will lead us into greater spiritual breakthroughs.

There will also be a featuring special performances by world-renowned singers, Carola Haggkvis, Du Du Fisher, Don Moen & Sidney Mohede! But more than that, the delegates are coming to see everyone!

As admission to this conference is free and open to everyone, don't miss this opportunity to invite those from the marketplace to attend - bosses, colleagues and friends! Do come early as seating arrangement is on a first-come first-serve basis.

Friday, November 14, 2008 ' 2:18:00 PM .

tired !

i feel so tired recently..

both emotionally and physically..

always putting a stronger front in front of people to see..

so many people expects things to be done without any input..

and expecting a huge output of stuffs..

it is so irritating when you have to stuck in the middle..

and especially in two parties..

being the middle man, repeating yourself again and again..

i just want to rest.. be on a holiday or something..

or even going to the beach at night or something..

just somewhere relaxing will do..

and i am really glad i am going on a mini holiday next fri, sat & sun..

with my family and relatives.. :)

i would like to take this chance for the help given by hubby..

i guess i troubled him quite some bit today..

[ guess he got pretty irritated as well.. sorry... ]

despite his work, he was still able to attend to me..

his workplace is pretty strict, but he was still able to spare some time..

it is pretty sweet and i appreciate it..

but i must say, that he did help me quite alot..

i also want to thank his mom for helping me in certain arrangement..

Tuesday, November 11, 2008 ' 8:52:00 AM .

hahas !

it is my granddad's birthday!
i brought my family and marcus to a restaurant that i used to eat in every weekend when i was younger..
it was pretty sweet, i would say..
daddy so bad la, say this is the first time i treat him eat a meal..
somemore is not actually for him, is for granddad..
hahas! it was pretty nice and we got a mini cake...

there is this prata shop in Jalan Kayu that is really pretty nice..
i like their plain prata.. super nice!
but i dont really like their curry..
taste like curry soup..
ya, u heard it right..
Curry Soup.. hahas.. :) try it!

i bought my cartoon pajamas!
hello kitty and melody.. very nice..
but it seems pretty big eh..
super duper long.. cover till over my knee..
then the length of the sleeve is over a elbow.. hahas..
but i really like the cartoon alot..
kai bing, bing bing and xiao xiao accompany me (tengteng) to buy it..
Thanks Girls! Muacks! :)

Thursday, November 06, 2008 ' 6:45:00 PM .

cute photo!

hahas.. zhang wei passed me this link..

super nice.. and fun too.. hahas :)

i was just wondering:

should we chase after the money?

or should we let money chase for us?

' 1:33:00 PM .

the heart

The heart works on 4 levels:

thinking
visions & dreams
faith
speaking

' 8:58:00 AM .

unwell :(

:(
it seems like i am down with a flu,
not only that, i am having a spinning headache,
that makes me feels giddy & a bit like vomitting..
it started from yesterday,
lasted till this morning..
hope i'll get better soon,
drinking 100plus for some help.. hahas..

oh well, just want to say Thanks to JQ bao bei... :)
u've been a very nice sweetheart to me.. loves..

Which Is Your Leading Cause of Stress?

1. Finances

Most studies agree that finances are a leading cause of stress. In an online poll conducted in 2005 by LifeCare, Inc., 23 percent of respondents named finances as the leading cause of stress in their lives. Financial stress has led the list in many modern polls.

Some who name finances as the leading cause of stress cite major purchases they have to make, such as a home or car. Others are stressed by a loss of income, or mounting credit card debt. For some, financial stress will eventuate in bankruptcy. While college students stress over paying for an education, Baby Boomers and older senior citizens find that retirement income can be a major cause of stress.

2. Work

Closely tied to finances as a cause of stress is work. Our jobs or careers seem to cause constant stress. In the LifeCare poll, 21 percent of those responding listed this as the leading cause of stress in life.

How is the workplace a cause of stress? We worry about getting and keeping adequate employment. We worry about new types of work or new responsibilities. We struggle to climb a career ladder, overwhelmed by the demands. Work conditions may change, or we may have interpersonal trouble at work. Students, especially teenagers and college age students, cite school work as a cause of stress. Sometimes, work stress is brought on by others. Sometimes, we bring it on ourselves.

3. Family

Family, wonderful though each member may be, is also a leading cause of stress. Arguments erupt with a spouse or other family member. Parents divorce. Children marry. The ebb and flow of family life is filled with stress. A child moves out – an aging parent moves in.

Family health is also a leading cause of stress. A sick family member, a serious injury, pregnancy, miscarriage, or abortion all cause stress. Family changes of other kinds bring stress, too. Adoption, relocation, and job changes for just one family member can cause stress for all.

4. Personal Concerns

Personal concerns that are only indirectly created by others are another top cause of stress. Lack of control tops the list of personal concerns. Every human has a deep-seated desire for control over his or her own life. When control is weak or missing in a given area, we experience stress. To many people, a lack of control over their own time is a leading cause of stress. We want to determine when we do tasks around the home, or at work. Holding a job, participating in the children’s carpool to school, driving family to soccer practices, shopping, and scout meetings while trying to keep the household running can create major stress. You would like to control your time, rather than let others’ demands control it, but that is not always possible.

We may be involved in legal proceedings that cause stress. We may be wrestling with a bad habit. We may be going through changes. Personal change of any kind can be a cause of stress.

5. Personal Health and Safety

Most people find that personal health is a leading cause of stress. For some, the stress is linked to obesity, and a desire to lose weight. For others, the stress is a personal bas habit that affects health and must be changed. For example, smoking, abuse of alcohol or other drugs. Illness or injury, whether less or more serious, can be a leading cause of stress for many people. Incontinence can be an ongoing concern. Personal health is more or less stressful according to the degree of seriousness and our personal outlook on health.

Personal safety is also a leading cause of stress. Women, more than men, tend to stress about their own and others’ safety. Adults tend to stress more than young people, who may act invincible. Crime is a factor, as is

6. Personal Relationships

Whether it is a friendship, dating, separation, marriage, divorce, or re-marriage, a relationship can be a leading cause of stress for many. We all want love, and that is potentially available in relationships, but getting from A to B can be very stressful. Some resort to online relationships that are easier to handle. Others withdraw and become recluses. Either way, the demands on time, finances, and emotions can cause ongoing stress.

7. Death

Probably the most wrenching cause of stress is the death of a loved one or close friend. Even the death of a pet can be stressful. Children are always a source of stress for parents, but when a child dies, the stress is overwhelming. The same is true when a lifetime spouse passes on.

Win or Lose

Causes of stress change as we age. The stressed child who threw tantrums becomes a young student, stressed by the school bully. The young student becomes a teenager, stressed by acne, hormones, and dating. The teenager becomes a young adult trying to handle the stresses of leaving home, adjusting to college life, and managing finances. Life progresses to first jobs, marriage, children, and so on. Even if you move to a secluded cabin in the woods, stress will follow you.

Managing our Stress
Please realise this is not the whole answer, not even half the answer but just a few guidelines that might help:

1. Much stress is caused by our perception of a situation and our role in that situation. We often feel that we should be in control and when faced with circumstance beyond our control stress begins. We need to recognise that we cannot control everything in life but that God is in control. We should not forget that we are the sheep of his pasture, and that He is the good shepherd. Letting Jesus contol our lives does not mean that we can abdicate our responsibilities. There is a balance to be struck between personal responsibility and allowing God to be in control. The easy way to discover the difference in any situation, especially a stressful one, is to talk to Him about it. He is always there and always available. Often when I go to God with a stressful situation and my preconceived answer I find that I have a change of heart, and come away with a different perspective on the problem. In fact, I find sometimes it's not even my problem.

2. Another tip to manage the stress we experience is to plan "quality time", that is to plan time in our diary for one or more of the following:

Plan quality time with those you love. Spending a few hours with someone you love, a friend or spouse. Quality time is when the phone is turned off and you can talk and listen to each other, without interuption. Walk together and talk together, share a meal. Focus only on the other person,their feelings and their needs as they do the same. Make this time an oasis in your busy life.

Plan quality time to exercise. Arranging to play a sport with someone like tennis or jogging. Physical exercise is a good way to burn off the frustrations we experience from pressure situations. As we get older this time might not be as energetic as a full game of soccer, but if we can go for a walk daily or have fitness schedule we will appreciate the difference it will make.

Plan quality time for a hobby. This doesn't mean that you have to take up knitting but that is maybe just what you need. Something that is completely different to your daily routine. Go to night school to learn the hobby, maybe photography or medival history or computors. Don't limit yourself, why not learn to fly or sail or simply go fishing. A thing that I have never found particularly simple.

Plan quality times of silence. In the hustle and bustle of everyday life we need to plan for and cherish times of silence. Silence for me is a walk along the beach and watching the waves break upon the shore, or walking in the forest, just listening to the birds. Strangely enough the other main time of quality silence for me is laying on our lounge floor in the presence of God, maybe listening to the latest worship tape or in complete silence listening for Him. We are so good in our quite times at being active, reading our bibles and praying, both of which are an excellant beginning to the time of silence. But how often are we still before God. The Psalmist says (46:10 niv) "Be still and know that I am God" another version says "Stand silent" written over 2500 years ago it still makes perfect sense. Why not stop for a moment right now and just feel the peace of God in his creation, just in a simple waterfall.

3. Allow the love of God to disperse any anxiety driven pressure that cause stress warning responses. We can experience his love through the body of Christ, his church and through the word of God revealed by the Holy Spirit. The following few verses from Isaiah are a great comfort to my wife, why not allow the Holy Spirit to reveal the word of God to you and shed abroad the love of God in your heart. That perfect love that drives out fear.

Isaiah 43:1-3 But now, this is what the LORD says-- he who created you, O Jacob, he who formed you, O Israel: "Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by name; you are mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze. For I am the LORD, your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Saviour..."

Tuesday, November 04, 2008 ' 1:02:00 PM .

?? :)

hubby started working for quit some time already..

i seems like he is pretty tired everyday..

however, after work, he does make an effort to meet up..

it does really seems like we are meeting often,

but somehow it does not seems like we spending alot of time..

weekdays all at work and school..

weekend at work for me, rest for hubby,

service and rest..

only left with everyday at night till about 10pm,

and sunday for dinner time..

nothing much, but special enough..

hubby, thank you for making the effort..

despite all your work and tireness..

things just doesn't seem so right...

but i cant figure anything out that is wrong..

oh well... sometimes,

when you are in something, it does not mean that you're part of it..

i had my class BBQ.. took loads of photos..

i think i really enjoyed myself..

have not had such a great time for some time..

we did the BBQ together, roller blade, cycle..

eat, drink, laugh, made everyone feel part of it..

can say pretty bonded that i thought our class is..

it's the fun, thought & friends that counts :)

special enough and we hadhad lots of fun...

i'm not going to put all the photos here..
but i'm just going to put some of them..