♥ eileen babe bee ♥

Monday, June 25, 2007 ' 3:45:00 PM .

25/6/2007

hahas... in class now... saw alicia blogging then i also blog lor... lols rite... hahas... yupp... was really lazy to wake up this morning... oh well... today is computing maths... using VB all over again... forgot about it kind of long ago... really cant do anything much with it now... need my friend to teach... my faci always ask us to find out ourselves... oh well... i dont know la... got IG later... then after that may be going out lor... hahas... see how... do not know what to say already... thats that for now... see ya... hahas... another song that i like just for you, readers... :)

~ More than Words ~

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close dont ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you.

Sunday, June 24, 2007 ' 12:12:00 PM .

24/6/2007

woke up at 11am... took my brunch... going for work soon... it is at bishan... oh well... just another song that i like... it is by jojo...

~ how to touch a girl ~

mmm

I think I could like you
I already do
feelings can grow but
they can go away too
you're takin my hand
lookin into my eyes
don't be in a rush to
get me tonight

feel somethin happenin
could this be a spark?
to satisfy me baby
gotta satisfy my heart

do you know how to touch a girl?
if you want me so much
first I have to know
are you thoughtful and kind?
do you care what's on my mind?
or am I just for show?
you'll go far in this world
if you know how to touch a girl

do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?
do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?

I think I could like you
but I keep holding back
cause I can't seem to tell
if you're fiction or fact
show me you can laugh
show me you can cry
show me who you really are
deep down inside

do you feel somethin happenin?
could this be for real?
I don't know right now but tonight we'll reveal

do you know how to touch a girl?
if you want me so much
first I have to know
are you thoughtful and kind?
do you care what's on my mind?
or am I just for show?
you'll go far in this world
if you know how to touch a girl

bring me some flowers
conversation for hours
to see if we really connect
and baby if we do
ooh i'll be givin all my love to you
ohh

do you know how to touch a girl?
if you want me so much
first I have to know
are you thoughtful and kind?
do you care what's on my mind?
or am I just for show?
you'll go far in this world
if you know how to touch a girl

do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl? (yeah, yeah)
do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?

you'll go far in this world
if you know how to touch a girl

' 11:47:00 AM .

23/6/2007

the previous few post are cause a bit lazy to blog then put one... how is it? hahas... my day was basically ok... went to church as usual… went to eat at change airport for dinner/ supper… there is something that I am curious about…

recently, this word has been popping up in my mind… “ treasure? ” just curious about how people will answer these questions…

when you make a mistake and made the person mad or sad, do you say sorry?
or in another way, do you forgive people when they say sorry?
as forgiveness is letting go of the pain & the right to get even…
what & who have you been treasuring?
do you treasure the people that treasure you?
do you even really treasure something or someone in your life?

or do you simply don’t care… oh well, just curious… people who read this if can, you guys answer in tag board ok? thanks…

here is the lyrics of one of the songs that i like... it is by first lady... some of the people in my class should know a bit of the song by now...

~ Never be Replaced ~

[Chorus]
Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time.

Friday, June 22, 2007 ' 2:55:00 PM .

22/6/2007

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

' 2:53:00 PM .

21/6/2007

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

' 2:52:00 PM .

20/6/2007

A gentle word like a spark of light,
Illuminates my soul
And as each sound goes deeper,
It's YOU that makes me whole

There is no corner, no dark place,
YOUR LOVE cannot fill
And if the world starts causing waves,
It's your devotion that makes them still

And yes you always speak to me,
In sweet honesty and truth
Your caring heart keeps out the rain,
YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof

So thank you my Love for being there,
For supporting me, my life
I'll do the same for you, you know,
My dear.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007 ' 11:12:00 PM .

19/6/2007

Had class as usual today… Found it rather ok… Flu came back today for some reason, don’t know why… Had quite a ok day with that flu of mine… Was craving for something spicy during early lunch… So I ate ‘ban mian’ and put chili as usual… I put to much without knowing and it was really spicy! I ate it till I was so HOT… hahas… After school, I need to rush for work… Guess what? I am actually going to bishan then they change the place and ask me to go to tampines… I needed to get of the train and take a bus… However, when I tap out of the train station, received a call saying that I need not go to tampines anymore… So I am going back to bishan again… I had to tap in again to take the train there… Was feeling really warm… Saw one of my manager there when I did not know that she is the manager… I treated her as my friend or colleague… hahas… oh well… Work was rather fine today… A bit busy at times but still ok… Guess what? Bruce & his mum were kind of doing a bit of shopping... They came in to take a look... Hahas... After work, I met up with hubby to go back to yck… May be a bit lame cause it is only 2 stops and we have to go back on our own… oh well… Back home now… Got to do some work and go to bed already… Oh ya, how do people feel when someone wants something badly but the other does not want… People will tend to get moodless and a bit sad? Hahas… Just curious I guess… Oh well… night nights… :)

Monday, June 18, 2007 ' 10:36:00 PM .

18/6/2007

so fast school reopen already... was thinking why i wake up so early in the morning today... then, i found out that i got school... hahas... my headache is better, flu also a bit better but got a bit of sore eyes... had computing maths class today... it was kind of fun & relaxing, i guess... after school, i got dance... it has been quite some time since the last lesson... forgotten some of the steps though... hahas... lucky the teacher revise with us... saw some sick people today... when a person has a boyfriend or girlfriend, you should keep your distance and not be so close to him/her... esp if it is a girl, it makes her look sluttish... oh well... after dance, i need to go to orchard to go collect my card... did not know that i have to bring it back until yesterday... oh well... so i went to get it and meet mummy at orchard to go home together... roughly that's the day... [so cute!]

Never put off till tomorrow
What you can do today

Never trouble another for
What you can do yourself

Never spend your money
Before you have it

Never buy what you do not want
Because it is cheap

Pride costs us more than hunger
Thirst and cold

We seldom repent having
Eaten too little

Nothing is troublesome
That we do it willingly

How much pain the evils have
Cause us that have never happened

Take things always by the
Smooth handle

' 10:29:00 PM .

17/6/2007

first day of work at bishan... i'm very tired from work man... headache, flu, leg pain and very tired physically... want to sleep le... night nights...

Sunday, June 17, 2007 ' 12:02:00 PM .

16/6/207

It has been quite some time since the previous entry… time flies… my school holiday is over now… school is starting tomorrow… did a few things during the holidays… wanna noe wat i did? hahas...

went to sentosa on Monday [11/6] with Alicia, Cheryl, Qiao Yi and Ah hao plus his friends & his friends’ friends… hahas… did not expect so many people to come though… we did not bring any balls to play with… therefore we went to buy a ‘ flying plate’… hahas… we walked around a lot and our feet hurts… we did not wear our slippers and walk under the hot sun plus the boiling floor and sand… ouch… went to meet jian xiong after sentosa which was about 5plus… ate dinner together and played pool & arcade for a while at vivo… went to town after that… did a bit of shopping and Cheryl & I bought a new shades…

had a party today; Tuesday [12/6]… Alicia and Cheryl came over to my place to doll up for the party… we took a cab down… the cab fare was $14 and we ask the uncle driver whether got discount not… cause Singapore is having GSS… and he said cab do not GSS… but he give us discount… hahas… and only charge us $10… wow… cool huh… I am a naughty girl… went to club… missed all my hubby’s calls and made him very worried because my phone was not with me… and I did not even inform him the location of the party… I should not have went to those kind of places… it was my first time going clubbing… I made my hubby mad & sad… I am really sorry…

went for a class chalet on Wednesday and Thursday [13/6, 14/6]… I did not go with my friends to check in for the chalet… need to go meet up with my hubby and apologize… I apologized and told him all that happened… he is not that mad anymore but I can still see that it has affected him… oh well… I am really sorry… after that, I went to the chalet… had the class BBQ… thought it would be rather fun and the attendance was going to be good and have lots of fun… in the end… quite a no of people could not make it due to some reasons… oh well… we ate, play cards, drank a bit… from there, I was a bad & naughty girl again… I drank a bit too much as I promised my hubby that I would not get drunk… should have behaved properly and not anyhow, anyhow… I’m sorry… I really should not done or said anything that was naughty… I made my hubby mad & sad again… I am a bad girl… during the night, I did not sleep at all until 7am in the morning… went for some stroll at different places as well during the night… ate my breakfast at 5plus in the morning then go to bed at 7plus and woke up at 9plus… after all those, we packed and was suppose to go home… however, none of us wanted to go back home… so, we went to play a bit of arcade and had some fun… after that, we thought of accompanying Alicia to tampines to repair her phone… there was some kind of problem… so we went and after that, we went to alicia’s place to chill out… we ate lunch at her place and we had quite some fun playing with toys… hahas… after that, I had to meet my hubby to send my apologies as I was very naughty these days… so we left Alicia’s place and I went to meet my hubby… played a bit of pool… my hubby is improving quite some bit… seems like he had been practicing… not bad… hahas… went home for dinner after that…

had planet shakers concert today [15/6], at night… was suppose to meet kc at 11.30am but I was late… partially was cause I was not feeling too good and partially was cause I woke up a bit late… went to meet them at about 12… we went to walk around… waited for hubby to go put his stuff and change also… after that, we went to plaza singapura and eat our lunch… we went to watch a movie… fantastic 4; the movie was rather cool… I like the part when all the powers combined into one person… hahas... so cool… after that, we made our way down to expo… when we reached tanah merah, hubby then found out that he forgot to take out the tickets which was in his bag… the rest then went to queue for seats first, while I and hubby went back to get the tickets… lucky we had time… hahas… the concert was not bad… rather cool and funny? hahas… it was a new experience… went to have supper after that with alan… we went to some hong kong café to eat… amazingly, they open 24/7… hahas… their food was not bad… went home at about 1plus, coming 2am…

happy 3years 10months anniversary my hubby! Finally had my sufficient sleep… hahas… did not really had time to sleep… even when I had the time, I could not sleep due to the naughty things I have done and thinking if my hubby was still mad at me… hahas… but it is all over now… I went to church today [16/6], was a bit late though… intended to go early, but my friend suddenly say meet later… so meet later lorx…went home after church… packed my beads that was in a mess… pack until my eyes are a bit blur already… hahas… went to take my shower and went to sleep after that… nighty nights...

*hubby: i am sorry for being such a notty gal recently... i am sori tat i got u mad & sad... i am reali sori... i will be gd from now on... loves...

Saturday, June 09, 2007 ' 11:50:00 PM .

9/6/2007

here is a picture that is part of the Dove family… took this picture at home... cool ya?

woke up rather late today… about 11am… not exactly very late, but still late… people came to view my place today… not happy about it… oh well… do not want to talk about it… after that, watch some drama… was kind of cute, funny and rather touching I guess… hahas… after that, I went to change out and prepare to go to church… the timing was just nice to reach there… however, I was a bit early… thought that I was going to be late though… hahas… in addition, service was at hall 1 not hall 8… need to walk a long way to hall 1… was kind of tiring, I guess… hahas… service was fine… went to eat after that with my friends at bedok… food was rather good… went back home after that lorx… :)

' 12:23:00 AM .

8/6/2007

woke up a bit late today… guess what time? hahas… was at 12.05pm? is it late? Oh well… hubby plans had been cancelled… so I thought of going out to check out a place that he wanted to bring me there a few days ago… did not go there that day cause we did not have enough time… oh well… so we went there today… there wasn’t a lot of people.. felt rather uncomfortable… I am not really comfortable with place that has not a lot of people or too many people… weird? Hahas… oh well… after that, went to cell group at bruce’s place… the cab fare was $10.70… when it is usually $5plus… due to the peak hour and the charge for calling the cab… oh well… after that, I am home… do not feel very happy though due to some reasons… one of them is that some people will be viewing my place tomorrow… haiz… just want to zZz and not think of all these le… :(

' 12:19:00 AM .

7/6/2007

had a long day today… very very tired now… had to wake up early in the morning today… had to report for work early today… had to do stock take in the morning… need to reach there about 8.30am… I was late… reached there at 8.45am… people already start working… quickly start when I reach there… did quite a lot of packing… very tiring… had to even work after packing… had pepper lunch with my friends… went back to work after that… things was very different from the promotion days I had the past few days… need to learn quite a few things… had a senior to teach me a few things… was a very “ know nothing” kind of person there… hahas… oh well… more things are coming up… stock just came… had a lot of stock to unpack… it was really a lot… had to tag it and fold it… it was a lot of work man… one of my senior had been doing the tagging of price tags from the morning all the way till the night… of cause taking some break in between for lunch and toilet la… after all those hard work… it was coming the end of the day… had to pack 2 tall mountains that was in a total mess… I do until I could really cry… it seriously felt as if it was never ending… really want to cry… while folding the 2 mountains, really felt a pain on my left shoulder… it seriously hurt quite badly when I was folding the swim wears… ended work a bit late today… oh well… no choice… could not finish the 2 mountains… anyway, work has been overall ok, until yesterday… thank you for my hubby and friends to come fetch me, help me & have dinner with me at times… thank you a lot… :)

Wednesday, June 06, 2007 ' 1:36:00 AM .

5/6/2007

wow… it has been a long time le huh? hahas… had been busy working… tired man… hahas… temporarily working at taka… tomorrow last day… hahas… had off day today… went out with hubby and friends… had quite some fun… went to play a bit of pool and eat some stuff… hahas… my favourite cheese cake lor… hahas… happy… had the “21st” promise from hubby… hmmm… intended to eat somewhere at first… but the place was not what we thought it was… had to walk some distance… oh well… then went to a friend’s place and watch movie… haiz… got to report for work tomorrow morning… wonder how am I going to wake up… oh well… some customers are nice… however, there are just some who can mess thing all up for you… it gets on people’s nerves at times… oh well… just in case you think I work cause I got nothing to do, you are totally wrong… just want some extra cash to play during the holidays and get some presents for some special occasion… hahas… we need money you know… many can count or take notice of the amount coming in, but many do not know the amount going out… hahas… oh well… going to sleep le… nighty night nights… :)