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Thursday, May 08, 2008 ' 12:09:00 PM .

8/5/2008

wow, it has been a long time since i blogged.. the last one was last month.. hahas.. been out of order, i guess..

went for my maggi goreng quite some time back.. wosh,it was good.. hahas.. seems to be addicted to the maggi goreng at Jalan Kayu.. feeling really happy after the yummy food.. went with kc one of the times too.. we waited for him at the bus stop.. he was kinda making fun of the darker skin people.. so bad eh.. hahas.. (not as if i do not make fun of them la) ok, i'm bad too, i guess.. hahas..

my UT started already.. the first one was sooo tough.. i may not even get one correct.. gosh, i really hope the next few will be much easier man.. my grades are not super good too.. i only got one A among all of my 4 modules.. bad huh? hmmm.. don't really know what to do also.. oh well..

i have changed my computer system back to vista again! yay.. i am really happy about it, but it took a few hours to get it done.. guess all things do come with a price huh? hahas.. i realise that i could not work my bluetooth after that.. so i went back to ask them to help me do up my bluetooth and wireless projection.. after all this installing, my speakers on my lappy can't work! ahhh... it is really sad.. i will have to go back to them again tomorrow and get it done.. sobs..

i took my own leave today! hahas.. i was at my house bus stop since 7.15am.. i waited and waited.. finally, the bus came, but it didn't stop, because it was too crowded.. oh well.. so i waited for the next one, the same thing happened.. by the time the third bus came, it was already 7.45am.. i kind of made up my mind not to turn up for school already.. my friend told me that if i had taken the bus, i would only reach my bus stop at 8.15am.. my bus would not be so accurate to come at the same time too right? so perhaps i will only reach school at about 9am.. which i might as well not go.. oh well.. it's better to skip when things are slightly easier than when it is slightly harder.. i skipped twice already..

Feelings Versus Thoughts and Beliefs (hmmmm, interesting..)
Feelings and thoughts are different, but also are one and the same. They are like the head and tail of a coin. We react to events with both thoughts and feelings. Feelings are emotions, and sensations, and they are different from thoughts, beliefs, interpretations, and convictions. When difficult feelings are expressed, the sharp edges are dulled, and it is easier to release or let go of the bad feeling. If we only express our beliefs about the event and not the feelings, the bad feelings linger and are often harder to release. Whenever someone says, "I feel that..." the person is about to express a belief, not a feeling.